“How could this be or why or where did I not see what should be, I ask myself often openly, how could this not be and why and where makes no difference now as I see, these moments are never blown as each new one sets my soul free“
Tonight going back to the basics, the core basics of true nature of the spiritual journey in oneself, the inspiration of why one travels the road or the journey. Going to put the celebrations of a lifetime series on a time out for this weeks write, as I humbly share the real life moments and the insights of trials & tribulation of success & setbacks of failure or freedoms.
“Blown?!” is live on stage now, make each enjoy the experience, Thank you, johnjwillard
“Wow, Did I screw That Up?!”
Watch out for that last step, it’s a doozy – Jed McKenna
Brother of another, w o r d.
“Over the last few years I am notorious for setting it up than it happens, that rotten wretched moment where something or someone screws up the moment, the project end or you reschedule and or deadlines change it has been endless. When I review back over the last 8 years of my awakening, I had no hand book to follow, no guidelines how to do this, I was awakened with thousands of lessons of wisdom ringing in my ears. Well, as the years of working on my projects has come and gone, there has been so many, blown moments. There has.
I often say “Wow did I screw that Up” truth
I said for what I was given, I have really been one screwed up mess, no it is true, I can handle it. truth here.
“…Or did I…”
I recently went through one of the most demanding personal stages in my life or path, it pushed myself to new heights and to the deepest depths, it was or has been the epitome or of polar opposites occurring at one time, I am the most critical person on my self or projects, I dug deep into the dark unknown why?
So when I reviewed the entire 8 year moment, I realized, my journey of two steps forward one step back, the road of master, the road of the wiseman, the impossible dream of creating art.internet.publishing.conscious on a dime for real, as a display and a living for all who have interest or need found the true love.
Well, guess what, It is all perfect, why has this been the way it has been I always say onething
“ask myself in ten years, I will tell you why than”
for now, I will guarantee you this, I have never been more insync, more on my journey, more aligned with the source, more centered in core than ever before, more loving, more multidimensional, more simple than ever, the reason for the failed moments of life can be looked at endlessly. it is simple. It is suppose to be. Learn from them and evolve.
“The inspiration arrives, Again”
Years of giving to others over 13 to be exact left me with a bit of a “this is it” ending in recent times. It was disappointing to type the least. Well I lost my muse passion for others or did I. I at one tie vowed I will never write another live word again, the dissing, disrespect, the copy catting and world of haters got to me, it did.
In truth, I humbled down deeper in source than ever before, and the gift than came , it was also over the last 3 years the stage set for an incredible recent shift to yet another level or layer of the conscious path arrived.
It came in a new mission of moments, it came in the love of a small child’s smile. I am renewed like no other, the last 8 years have been incredible, may the next be as well.
Thank You, Blessed Be
P.s. those who watched my enlightenment or awakening know one thing about myself, it may look messy at times, crazy beyond insanity yet in the end, I get to the end, I never miss a step or stage ever. Not going to start this lifetime.
Love & Support & Respect,
post point: In life it is never if we fail or fall, it is in the learning and living and growing and the standing tall from the surrender with a smile. we all fail, we all fall, we also rise, shine, love and celebrate.
May the next 8 years of more, be the greatest celebrations of a lifetime shared.
Love You All.
projects update: Do over time. September announces come. cya than.